Hard week. I'm glad its over. But looking back on it, I got quite a lot done, so I'm proud of myself. I just got out of a quiz over 12 tone rows and matrixes (I think the plural form of that word is actually matrices, but I could be wrong). It was Hell. But the professor looked at it when I turned it in and told me that I got everything right, inculding the bonus question. I wanted to be like, "F yeah, I did!" Haha, but I didn't. Instead I asked him a question about our Anthology due Monday.
Its funny. I always keep a "to do" list on the marker board in my kitchen. Lately, each time I erase something, I replace it with something else. Pretty depressing, really. The list never gets smaller. My mom made a valid point though, at least its not getting bigger. The only way you can get underwhelmed (opposite of overwhelmed) is to get your stuff done. Then you feel good. I just wish I didn't have so much stuff. Upside to this is that I have been sleeping FABulously. And really, things are not as bad as they seem.
I'm really very blessed. I have my health, a wonderful family, the best man in the world, as many friends as I need, a good school, a nice place to live, clothes, food, faith...etc. What more does a person really need? I feel bad when I start to think that my life is bad. There are so many people who don't have enough...and I have an abundance. I am humbled by this.
This week wasn't as hard as I thought.
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